Im sad And they don't Seem to See that Not getting the reaction i though i'd get after our interaction Everyday thinkin' About my deep dinkin' Sometimes im Happy but then suddenly my pain comes up Hurts Like a knife in your Heart Sayin' i'll make it again from the start Always scary to loose Like from the word ,,abuse" Tryna be strong and Always looking along Not failing Always smiling But how Long am i gonna Wear that Mask Getting treated Like a Task Once you finished it Putting it away But i wanna stay And be okay So I Just pray Its gonna Happen one day But I still delay