suddenly some time most of the time everything's fine then suddenly I'm not alright the moon is high, the stars they shine I feel so down and hate the night but usually I love the night the world feels whole, I'm fully mine then everything's no longer right I stay awake, hope it gets fine then something starts to cross the line my stars they shine no longer bright I feel like nothing's really mine the good things start to leave my sight then soon I feel like that it might soon get better to be fine and when I wake everything's right but that is just a dream of mine the next day everything is fine till sorrow wraps around me tight and I know I shouldn't whine cause mostly everything's alright but then I lay awake at night and nothing feels like it is fine everything is what I fight I wish the stars would finally shine