The Storm_ part 1 Is faith with or against us? I ask myself if it ever was She‘s so different from anyone i‘ve known Thats why i frown We are so different For what am i so insistent Can our relationship hold In this world it feels so cold I feel likea scared car Can u feel that I ask myself if she is giving it her all Scared that we might fall But i know that she already does Ask myself which way she goes I know that is how she is I know that is who she is I dont doubt her That wouldnt be fair I dont doubt her motives Or how she lives I‘m like a scared cat Do you feel that? We are so different But are we coherent? She is so different from anyone u ever met That‘s why i‘m a scared cat Shar is that what i‘m feeling? Am i healing? Is faith with us? Are we a minus or a plus Can our bounds hold? This world is so grey and cold I dont doubt her motives I dont doubt how she lives I dont doubt her personality I dont doubt her sexuality I dont doubt her actions I dont doubt her relations I doubt mine Is my brain damaged or fine Feel like i‘m playing a very dirty game Feel full of shame, but i‘m still the same Would she understand? Would she hold my hand? I dont doubt her motives Dont doubt how she lives I know that is just who she is But i ask myself this Is faith against us? Was it ever with us? Feel like a scared cat Should we had ever met? Can we stand our own? Are we going down? I‘m the ocean, she‘s the storm I dont doubt her Thats not fair I would never dare But do i care? I doubt myself She‘s so different from anyone ive known Can we stand on our own? I doubt myself I dont trust myself I doubt my motives I doubt how i live Feel like i‘m playing a dirty game Just for fame I thought i told her anything Maybe i told her nothing Will she leave like everybody else? Will she end without a pulse? Scared to lose her I know its not fair Scared to lose myself Will we stand our ground? Do we have a bound? Could it be true friendship Could it be smth i have to skip Could be smth wrong from the get go But is it really so Dont want to hurt myself Dont want to lose myself Not again It was a pain Making smth small into a big matter again Feel myself in a chain I dont understand her She has so fluffy hair I dont understand myself Cuz i dont trust myself Didnt ever understand someone Not even one Just want to live free Falling on my knee So why is she catching my eye She‘s so far away, i cant look so high I dont doubt her That would be unfair